Why don't you have a boyfriend?

"Love like you've never been hurt"

Well, I'm 29. I've had my fair share of hurt. I've believed lies. I've been crushed by disillusionment.
I was single for the last three years. And the fellows who casually entered my life were usually followed (to my horror and surprise) by an angry message from a wife, girlfriend or fiancé. I refuse to be "that girl!" I'm no home wrecker.

It never really occurred to me that men would actually lie to me, just to sleep with me.
But lie they did, and every time i fell for a lie I grew more upset with myself for having been fooled.

Not all men lie though. Some men will brag about their wives and still do everything in their power for just a chance to get their dick wet. Plenty of married men offer me the world for a discreet hook up. So many in fact, I'm starting to doubt that loyalty exists.

And that dream of loyalty is the one thing I crave above all.

For the last 3 years I have been single for the first time since I was 17. Single, but not lonely.

My bro asked me, "why don't you have a boyfriend."
Without even thinking I blurted out the simple truth, "Because I haven't found anyone who's worth it yet."

But upon meeting a truly wonderful man. I noticed myself looking over my shoulder for a violently upset wife... But there is no wife. No angry women at all.
I expect him to be jealous and over protective and want to hide me away from the world. But he is nothing but supportive and encouraging.

Every boy I've dated thus far has ended in heart break. Based on that evidence, the odds of getting my Lil heart shattered again are pretty high.
But this guy might be worth taking that risk.

So until further notice. I'm taking myself off the market. And I am gonna love like I've never been hurt before.

Maybe this girl will finally get the guy.