We started a very sexy scene where I seduced the neighbour who was mowing my lawn. We wrote in a bit about him resisting me because he had a wife and kids - just incase he couldn't get hard, we would have a story to run with.
But the goal was for him to use that ding dong as god intended ;)
After a quick moment of my handy work he was ready to go. We filmed a steamy passionate sex scene and then I had an idea.
The entire time I was feeling bad about playing the role of "home wrecker" so...
After some post cum-shot making out, he looked deep into my eyes and said,
"I love role playing with you. This is the best one you've come up with yet!"
I giggled and told him to hurry up and pick up our kids from school. And as he got up and grabbed his pants I added,
"And finish mowing the lawn!"
Turning the scene from a man cheating on his wife with the seductress next door, to a scene where a loving couple role plays while the kids are at school, turned my film from smut, to a woman empowering, sexually empowering film that I hope would allow couples who watch it to explore and enjoy each others fantasies.
I've made so many adult flicks for money. And so many of those films I'm not 100% ok with. Small Penis Humiliation, Vore, Financial Domination, Giantess, Cruel Riding... I'm not into it.
I didn't realize how much it picked at my soul to get paid to be mean to people, even if it was just acting. Playing out these fantasies for customers slowly numbed me.
And I started to resent the money it made.
Then I filmed "James Wire" and I having fake sex... it was believable enough on camera... Especially when we both were so turned on that it accidentally turned into real sex ;)
From that moment forward we decided to be porn stars. With the goal to make videos that are woman friendly, empowering, sexy and fun.
The Internet is laden with women being pounded in ever hole, women being spit on, jizzed on and then left. It's this style of sex without love that was slowly eating my soul. I wanted to make something positive, passionate, exciting and loving.
With that goal in mind "James" and I re-invented addicted2samantha.com
The first time we made love on the beach the couple a little ways down the beach started going at it too!! I was overjoyed!!! It worked!! My actions were encouraging love between others!!
So today when we changed the ending of the video to show a bond between the couple, I was simply delighted. And I think I stumbled onto what will be a series of role play videos. :)
I am very aware of my audience and I feel compelled to give them a positive message. Today I did just that - half naked and cum soaked - but I did it!
That's great to hear. I'm very glad to see that you are really putting thought into what kind of message you are sending out there. It's easy to just assume that all porn is just sex, but the means by which that sex occurs is important too.
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